Thursday, June 26, 2008


I'm really confused. I don't know what to do, there's nobody for me to talk to. Being the middle person, stucked between two friends is really horrible, it sucked. The feeling of being 'snatched' between two friends isn't exactly as nice as I think it should be.
Tessa don't know how to talk to sf cause sf betrayed her, yet she have to pretend she don't know anything.
Sf says tessa's unhappy with her cause she's talking to me.
Sf says tessa want me to herself.
CONFUSED, REALLY CONFUSED.
Sf doesn't have the right to say tessa want me to herself cause she herself wants me to her as well. She's going to be cold to me for today to let me talk to tessa. Holy.
You totally have no idea how i felt. I feel like a doll, being manipulated by you. I didn't dare/want to argue back, and that's the reason why we don't quarrel. I've always tolerated you. Not wanting to quarrel with you is because I don't want to lose you once again. Please know your limits.
I have to be very careful from today onwards when I talk to the both of them cause both of them tell me tales about each other. I hope they will be as close as ever again. I rather be the one left out, than having to go through all these.

GETALIFEDUDE? ; *12:08 AM

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